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Sweet Desperation

by The Shady Janes

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    The Shady Janes singer, Brad Hahn, invites you to download his latest solo effort free of charge. Visit each song's page for lyrics and a brief synopsis...Many thanks.
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1.
Sin City 03:14
We stayed out all night Searching for the antidote And the will to fight Morning rescues me With a little blood on her sleeve But her wounds are all clean I spent the night in the city I don't deserve your pity But it laid me bare I didn't learn a thing But how to cast a stone And sleep alone...again
2.
Battered and broken but we are still buoyant, my friends Take time to laugh about failure and untimely ends Climb over the bad days and trade all the nightmares for light And everything, everything is all right We travel in circles, intent on retracing the lines Until someone breaks it and stretches it out into time Fear is a compass, your courage creates a new road And out on the wire, we try and ignore what’s below Eroded memories populate darkness with ghosts So we take a drink of the moon as it lights up the coast We dream of the ones who we miss when the sun bows its head And promise ourselves we’ll meet them again when this ends We're caught in the middle of something we can’t escape And we know nothing about I shed the shackles and chains But a prisoner’s mind is a darkening cloud I crossed a river and clung to a tree Then I swam in a sea of self doubt Now I lay my head in the sand A shipwrecked man Save me or give me my own means This water and sand are all that I am Maybe I’m blessed Save me or give me my own means This water and sand are all that I am A shipwrecked man
3.
Charcoal gray Was the sky I looked across an empty field We always look so small Underneath the stars I always love the way it feels Take the concrete steps Down into the cellar The walls were cold, the floor was damp We curl up together Underneath a blanket Beside the shadows from the lamp After school Before your mom got home We used to let our fingers roam So sweet and desperate Fumbling with clothing So thankful not to be alone We got married A hundred years ago Beneath the forest and the glass I sing a song For a beautiful bride Marvel at how the time has passed Take another pull off of that bottle Take another hit of my love You...
4.
Tidied up the house I mowed the lawn You fed the cats And we sat up Sippin' on beers awhile I haven’t been this happy in years Tears on my cheek Been dry for so long It’s only right I never wanna live In a country song again We help each other along Dogs in the park Flowers on trees Barbecues Grass stains on my knees I never cared Like I do now For any of these So if I get hit by a truck At least I’ll die happy Made a shopping list For the grocery store You made the bed I mopped the floor Got my feet all wet So I kept them off the sheets Went and had a drink With a couple of friends Had one of those nights That never ends Without us making love And sleeping in past 8 Hanging up lights Planting flowers Watching reruns For a couple hours I never cared Like I do now For any of these So if I get hit by a truck At least I’ll die happy Spent the day Playin' in the pool Drank a couple beers Didn’t act a fool Then you took a nap And I read part of a book New recipe We’ve never tried I chopped an onion And it made me cry But that’s the only time I ever feel the need to weep Fixing the sink And picking out paint Sitting on the porch When it’s pouring down rain I never cared Like I do now For any of these So if I get hit by a truck At least I’ll die happy If I get hit by a truck At least I'll die happy
5.
Zygote 04:36
There’s a stone over everything we knew Can you tell me if the ground holds any truth? Do the clouds begin to clear, When you whisper in my ear? Hold me near before my fear begins to brew Was it you when my flaws began to grow Who showed me what I did and did not know? How mistakes are firmly laid Like the ground beneath the spade And the pain has no reason left to flow Lay my heart in the middle of the road Drop a coal on the ice in my soul Oh, the steam is gonna rise When I lay between your thighs Multiply my love and set it in your bones There’s a light from a slowly burning fuse Did you see it lighting up our room? It’s a tiny little flame That exposes everything And it hides like a secret inside you Lay me down in the twilight Lay me down in the twilight Lay me down in the twilight Let this mystery carry me away
6.
My beautiful dream You captured the glow of the sun If I am a breeze Then you are the thunder That sings me to sleep, softly Curiously, we close our eyes And let this mystery Sing a song that an angel Might love to sing About a thunderstorm And what it brought ashore You are a beautiful dream A complex, impossible love You brought out the trees You brought down the doves To rest on our knees, secretly You begin to breathe We hold our breath With this wild wondering You bring a song that an angel Might love to sing About how love is formed And how dreams are born My beautiful dream These minutes and hours and weeks We wait patiently You’re wrapped up in sleep Reflection of her, and of me Erase me And retrace a line Around what we will be You bring a song that an angel Might love to sing About a mother’s flame A father’s name Simply impossible Little dream that you are There were stars falling down All around like diamonds So I kept the best one And inside was your beating heart And our love My beautiful dream You captured the glow of the sun If I am a breeze Then you are the thunder That sings me to sleep, softly
7.
Stay With Me 03:52
Stay with me I hope you'll stay with me But you'll have to go I know you'll go And I'll always cherish the time When you were all mine And I'll be so proud of you And what you will be Yes I'll be so proud of you And what you will be I know you must go
8.
I suffer you rightly Oh wrongly accused Recuse myself nightly How blessed the muse Sicken me sweetly I tasted a stain A blemish so wonderful Never attained Adrift in a dream And transported away My skin and my bones Will wither and sway My slumber sings promises Sweet to my soul To love and to cherish To have and to hold The white sheets are folded No need to take form The air is her breath On my neck in the cold Fingertips begging My brain to be fooled Her smell parallel To each thought that unfolds She rocks me and reels me I’m slipping away It taunts me, this feeling Like tears in the rain Captured, enraptured And tortured the same The walls won’t stop laughing The drapes are insane Forlorn is the darkness With shimmering lust Wanton and wayward The path in the dust Trust me this once To wrangle you lightly Silken red ribbon With ankles bound tightly Hopeless position Unites underneath Untie me if only To caress my cheek Seize what you want With mute affirmation Everything once Was a wistful temptation Hazy reflection And flickering screen A fistful of flesh A mouthful of screams Seventy inches Of ground are above you Everything once Was the way that I loved you Take anger and passion And gasoline fumes Mix them together And burn down this room So long as I’m living I’ll surely be dead My heart’s turning black But I’m painting it red

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...songs about life, love, and loss

The album was produced with an iPhone 3GS

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released December 25, 2011

all songs written, performed, and recorded by Brad Hahn
mastered by Carl Saff
graphic design by Erik Lundy

(c)2011 - Alcoholic Clown

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The Shady Janes Fayetteville, Arkansas

The Shady Janes is a rock band from Fayetteville, AR. Relying on heavy-hearted songwriting from singer/guitarists Brad Hahn and Jayce Bannister, the band evokes the somber and the hopeful with equal fervor. Backed by the rhythm and creativity of Jeremy Mock on the drums and Damon Dugdale on the bass guitar, the group packs an emotional punch and distinct energy that is likely to capture hearts... ... more

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